Thursday, July 2, 2009

Mental meanderings

I have been a bad blogger, I am finding it harder to write about myself and talk about my life than I thought. And also I am not in the best mental space right now and I don't want to be one of those people that are always complaining about how bad things are and then never get off their butts to do anything about it. Half of my problem I think is that I'm not working full time at the moment and I have too much time on my hands and spend too much time alone during week days. When I have the opportunity to go out and interact with people I feel a lot better.

Anyway the good news is that I am going on holiday down to the ocean tomorrow for a week with my husband and some friends.....and when I get back I REALLY have to sort out my life and my headspace and fucking well move on!!!!! I WILL get out of this rut I'm in, and I WILL find some gainful employment or volunteer for a worthy cause....and I am going to sign up for the Photoshop course I want to do!!!!